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Falling up, and spiraling down.

The Beta Theta Pi Red Dragon Formal was a huge success.  I had a wonderful time, and I hope that all of my brothers and their guests had an equally amazing time!  I will definitely be looking forward to next year's formal.

On a less happy note, I feel disconnected from myself.  I feel as if a piece of me is missing.  Very recently, my heart was raised to the highest level it has been at in a while, then thrown violently into a downward spiral of pain.  I know there is something wrong with me that is aiding in causing all of this, but I can't figure out what it is to save my life.

I just don't understand anything right now.  I need some time to put things back together and return to what I once was: A man, not this scared little boy that I feel like.  I'll stick to the shadows for a while, but I'll be back.

Everyone's heart is a different color, or so they say... Mine is black, for now.  I'm confident it will be back to normal soon.

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